“Having a lot of emotional and depressive days these past weeks. Im sorry I was goneish. But I will come back stronger now. I don’t want to spend the next days being a bitch anymore. I guess this is some kind of awaking from my drama.”
This is from my Instagram post today. I just wanted to start clean now.
My life because a little messy these past days. I got depressed because of my leg again. I wad angry and sad becauze i had fights with the people I love. And I also gained all my weight back which doesnt do so well on the whole “liking myself for who I am”
Ah fuck this. It shouldn’t bring me down I’ll just fight harder this time.
I dont want to always start over again.
I dont have the power for that.
So its basically now or never.
which makes my BMI an ugly: 27,72
My first small goal is: 80
For what I need to lose: 2 kilo only.
My ulimtae goal is: 60
which is away 22 kilo away from ny current weight.
I got this.
This time I reallt got this.